I never knew that I'd ever grasp the true concept of having a soulmate. I've felt empty without someone before. I've felt broken, disconnected, and shallow when I was missing my first love. But I never felt that I was truly missing a piece of who I was. Who I am. It is something someone cannot truly understand until it has been felt... having a soulmate. It sounds silly, the word soulmate, as it is constantly thrown around in society (not to mention Hollywood).
I can't explain my connection to you. Any moment away from you doesn't feel right. I can live, survive, smile, get me-time, but the connection is still strong. So, when my anxiety eats at my and makes me believe you want to sever this invisible strength between the two of us I shatter. I go down to my bare bones and nothing else.
Our souls were meant to come together. It was said that our souls are believed to have been together in a past life. I'd like to think we have always had each other's backs even when we didn't know one another in this life.
Our souls are connected. The core to our entire humanity and life are meant to be together in one form or another. It is an unbreakable love. It has both destroyed me and brought me back to life again. Saying "I love you" does not do justice to what I feel in my heart as what I feel can simply not be put into words. (No matter how hard I try.)
